The Matrix Attraction 2022

Every soul who has ever crossed this earthly realm is precious and special. And that’s not an April’s fool day joke. I mean it, wholeheartedly. You are special.

You are not alone. There’s no need to go on looking for aliens out of space. There are countless of different beings who permeate the realm in which we all breathe and walk – right here, right now. They don’t even have to hide. My dear fairylike friend Natalita – thank you for gracing us with your elusive presence. Thank you for your blessings and your sweetest sprinkle of fairy dust. You are one of a kind.

I love dancing to various tunes on this wondrous planet Earth, in mama’s world. A place where different realms collide, reminding us there is more to this world than the eye can see – but the heart already knows. We all come here to do what we all like doing most – to play.

Sometimes we get carried away. Sometimes we lose ourselves, only to be found again. And that’s ok too. I say, whatever has to happen, may it happen wholeheartedly. The experience we have to taste in life will manifest itself in different forms and shapes, at most unexpected times, and unusual places. How amazing is that – all that is happening for me, so I can taste full flavor of life, including the exquisite umami (not by adding MSG).

How long will I go on tasting? As long as I had enough. Until I start asking the question: “who are you?” Only to realize you too are on the journey of finding your way home. No judgement whatsoever; about what you do, how you do, or why you do. Only gratitude for responding, for having come to play with me when my heart called and needed a playmate. Even if you suddenly disappear and leave a palpable void in the space you once graced. It’s ok. Eventually the planets align. My dear, thank you for being who you are.

Life is full of mysteries. And I am game.

All the fairytales, Harry Potters, and LOTRs I have absorbed as a child continue being as real to me now, as they were when I was a child. I love those stories, full heartedly. To the extent where not even 8 years of persistent weekly institutional indoctrination of fear mongering, and trying to make me believe there is heaven and hell, and that I’m an eternally condemned sinner, was able to take that away from me. In fact, they have failed taking anything away, let alone me. (Ufff, a bit of venting helps.)

And it’s perfectly ok once you recognize and learn to navigate through life. It’s ok to live an unconventional life. Matrix is all around and that’s not perfect at all. The Matrix has cracks, and yes, just like the movie tells, there are older and bigger stories than the Matrix itself. As it happened, Neo him-self got lost for a while. And it’s ok. The kiss sets him free, his mind is too pure. The love, the bond, the call of the heart was too strong. He yearned to go home and that set him free. A perfect journey, with a perfect ending that never ends. It’s still going on, in my heart, in your heart, in the hearts of many. Making the Matrix fully aware that the earthly realm is not to be taken for granted – the superimposed human ignorance in this day and age is not everlasting. Lightning could strike; a sudden change happens in a moment.

Let’s keep on cracking this veil of illusion and dodging the bullets. I’m game.

Yeah… this feels nice, it brings out a smile. Makes me feel warm from within, it gives me the buzz as I tune in and I hear the hum. I could listen to this hum, the sound of silence, the eternal song for ever.
Oh the bliss of feeling alive, the truly everlasting joy divine. All this… and so much silence.

Om Namo Gurudev Namo ॐ

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